this is a depressing post
I’m in group therapy at the moment. And I’m looking around at the group of people I have come to know and they all have one thing in common. They are all about middle aged, and they all, every one of them, has the reason behind why they are depressed.
I feel very out of place. I feel out of place not only because I am about 15 years younger than the person closest to me in age, but also because my sadness doesn’t have a source.
When a girl in 3rd grade constantly wishes she was part of the neighbors family, that is not normal. When a 6th grade girl writes a poem about death, that is not normal. When a 10th grade girl quits her favorite sport team because she cannot stand being around other people, that is not normal. When a girl who is a freshman in college tries to commit suicide, that is not normal. And when all of this sadness in my life has no cause, that is not normal.
I am here to tell all of you that depression doesn’t always have a source. It isn’t always because someone comes from a broken or abusive family, it isn’t always stress induced or whatever the reason may be. Sometimes it’s just random sadness.
And I want to tell you that if you identify with this at all, you are not alone.
This two are close friends of mine and they are a couple. The boy behind smiles but he has cancer and he needs help in order to get better. We come from a small country where it is hard to have that amount of money but we still have hope that we will make it and these two will smile again without thinking that it can be their last day together. If you can’t donate please reblog so more people can know about this and maybe donate! Thank you! For more information please contact me and this is the Facebook Page!
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Someone will always be prettier.
Someone will always be smarter.
Someone will always be younger.
But they will never be you.
I think it’s really fucked up how so many teenagers are alone and sad and having panic attacks in their room while their parents watch TV, and how a lot of those teenagers have had relatively normal childhoods, yet there’s this huge boom of depression and mental disorders, and its just dumb how we’ve turned into a generation labeled ‘reckless’ but really, we’re only reckless with ourselves
This is one of the best posts I’ve ever read
maybe i build walls to see who cares enough to break them down.
I can’t wait until autumn. I don’t even care that school is starting. I want to wear cardigans and leggings and be cold and have fires. It’s all about comfy clothing and hot chocolate- my life. Yummy smells and warm things. Blankets.